Sometimes we get to decide to make a change, sometimes change gets to ‘surprise’ us. Interestingly enough the strain on us often isn’t much different as we try to come to grips with what’s happening.
There is a perception out there in the big world that change is bad. That bad things happen when things change. Even when change is for the better we talk about having to ‘let go’ and ‘move on’ with such a sad feeling.
I’ve been the victim of unexpected change (so to speak) myself. Many times over but some things certainly stand out. I’ve also been the agent of change in my life and realize that even that isn’t easy.
The thing about change is it isn’t comfortable and it takes effort and energy – even when it’s something we really want. I’m sure I’m not the only one that gets really excited about some new project or and then gets those nervous butterflies just before taking that first step? You know where your inner voice says “whoa there, you crazy?”
Why is that? What is it about change that makes us resist it so much? Be it a small blip or a sea of change – what’s the real problem? After all it hasn’t killed us yet right?
Change at its basic level brings with it a sense of chaos, of lack of control. We humans love to think that we are in control of everything that’s going on in our lives. Aren’t we cute that way?
Change shakes up that feeling of control and understanding. I mean if life is a game we play (of sorts) change is someone modifying the rules without telling us what they are and still expecting us to play and win.
No matter it’s going to happen and continue to happen to us, for us and around us. We will continue to create change for ourselves and learn and grow. For some people it’s an effort they don’t want to make but I think the Universe only gives you so long to start making the changes for yourself before it does it for you to move you along in your life.
That is what we do and how life it set up right? It’s also how we get stuck isn’t it?
I think we have to learn to flip our view of change; embrace not knowing and be curious about the chaos rather than fear it. We need to step up and simply accept change for what it is – a part of life, hidden opportunities and possibilities. Stare that change right in the face and move with it rather than fight it. We have to start remembering that life gets better with change if we let it.
When we get to move on we can choose how to respond to that. Have you ever heard the Dr. Seuss quote “Don’t cry because it’s over, smile because it happened.”?
My acceptance of the lesson on change came when I was struggling to deal with the after effects of my car accident and having to realize that I would never be the same person. In the later stages of healing I had someone ask the question “couldn’t that be a good thing?” I never realized that this struggle, the changes could be a gift that I simply needed to accept.
Things had changed. I had changed. There is no doubt to that. I was already on a path to where I am today but in fact, I was resisting it. I wanted to move but was stuck in so many levels of fear and confusion over the how and the what and of course…the why.
This accident forced me to face many of the things I thought were holding me back. At some point, I realized that even though it was a very difficult time and it brought about many unexpected, painful changes – it also brought opportunity. It brought me to a place where I could step into my own light. I healed more than just my physical body through this and I think the Universe felt the need to push me forward. So while I don’t love thinking about what happened and how painful it was, I do often feel a sense of gratitude because it brought me so far and gave me as much as it took away.
Life is short and too many of us live as if we have another back up one stored away somewhere. We don’t. I firmly believe that when we learn to embrace the chaos in change and show up with love we will finally move forward into the life we really want to be living.
Learn to breathe, give yourself some time to adjust and keep dreaming your dreams.